18 November

Today is definitely one the most memorable day so far. Why? Cause the dumb me make a mistake of remembering the wrong birthday of her. Been feeling guilty the whole day as I just do not understand how careless can I be. Well, although I am forgiven but I just couldn't forgive myself. I thought I have another ten days from the 18th to complete the website I am making for her and the parcel should reach by that time as well but somehow I just screwed up everything by remembering the wrong date of her birthday. It just made me feel that the effort of providing a memorable birthday is all worthless at this point.

Anyhow, according to her, it was a "Memorable" birthday which makes me wondering she was definitely not okay with my stupid mistake. A day earlier she was like not really care to talk to me cause I did not wish her anything or say something which I am supposed to say. Again I am stupid enough for just asking her what was the problem and not realizing that it was her birthday. Now that I thought of it...I really do feel that I am a big failure as a partner.

Alright, let me just describe what I have done on the day earlier, Monday 17th. As usual, woke up at 8 and reached office at 9. As all my electrical design drawings were overdue for 2days, I was really busy rushing them to my client and worse still, my senior engineer told me that we were going to have the design review postponed to Thursday due to his personal reason. Just for your information, design reviews are being done on-site which is about 90mins drive from Sheffield which means I have to get up very early. That was definitely not a good idea cause I have to work on Wednesday night so I was forced to swap my Wednesday shift with Steven.

By the way, I worked untill half eight on Monday so I was truly exhausted the next day. Finally, I got all my drawings done and sent to the client on Tuesday, 18th Nov so I got home early with the thought of sleeping early. To my suprise, I didn't remember that I have got the ticket for a football match, England U21 vs Czech Rep U21 untill my mates let me know. So I went for the match. Not realizing that the 18th of November has passed on the Eastern side of the Earth, I was having my laksa at a chinese restaurant.

The worst thing happened when I received two e-mails from her. Quite sure that the content of e-mails are pretty obvious to any reader. My first impression was, "Is this some kind of jokes?" Then when I confirmed that it wasn't a joke...I trully felt so sorry. Anyway, I wished you a very happy belated birthday, MS a.k.a BB