Emptiness

Today, I wake up a little early than usual which I don't normally do on Thursday morning because of work till late night on Wednesday. Reason for waking up? I missed someone and I wanted to see that person. Somehow, things became disastrous. Caused me a great pain. Do not understand how but there is a big "emptiness" in me. Its just empty.... When I came home from work today...I received two parcels...As I expected, they were sent by the person I missed.
Under normal circumstances, I would be very very happy about it but now, I am wordless...Again...All I can feel now is "emptiness".